My Love Story...

Writing. Yes, actually that is the one of my talent and my habbit. I write this note, to tell you about my love story. how I'm saddened by this how I laughed I upset and i smiled. I had Idol who always make me laugh,smile, happy, and entertain.
Since January 1st 2010, i like him. I waste others photos after calendar (2010) is over except his photos. but that i dont know where's that, im sorry for that. but i keep exited i bought the one of my favorite magazine the cover is him, i read about him. He is very good, he's not arrogant, simple, at very my type. various ways I can do to meet him to know many about him. I can write all, i just can said im obsessed with him. And December 2010 my favorite magazine maked him be a cover again, they interviewed him. Oh my GOD, i shocked.
he was not looking for a pretty girl, she was looking for girls who have good attitude. he will ask, what he pleased at the stars at night? what she likes to write song with the guitar? what he will see everything in terms of positive? And he maked one song for his girlfriend in future, i really like that song until now and forever maybe. He dont like selfish girl. I looked myself. "iam selfish girl?" or "or nice girl?" do not deserve such a good guy like him was with girls who are less well.

and until the end of the year (2010) almost one year ill be his fans. January my favorite magazine invite his fans to they event for his fans. In there me and others maked video and asked him to come to indonesia, the one of kru said will send to his email. oh i really wish he see. The one of the kru said maybe he come to indonesia at march. i really happy to heared that cause march is my brithday, he come to indonesia will be a very special gift to my brithday.

But bad news is came he did'nt come to indonesia at march. You know i really sad that time. I asked my friend, "when he will come?" she said: "calm down, im sure he will come." i prayed that he will come. i asked magazine to invite him. i said in twitter to him, please come to my country. but he did'nt answer. i dont know how much peoples mention to him, i have to understand, cause i want be real fans. Want to understand what her idol feeling. not like disturb him. I try to be patient at situation. I dont want to give up cause him never give up. I wanna be like him, when i can show everything for him, he will proud and will accept me in his life. Sometimes my friends might shaking they head show me crazy and very obsessed with him, my idol really did not like the others. You know, im just human sometimes I can not help it, I can not be perfect but i want to be limited editon to him i wanna do the best for him though sometimes I'm doing wrong.

Everything changed it at may (2011) he will come to Indonesia at July. But first to get the ticket have to buy 2 items or 3 items if want to stand near with the stage. My dad finally bought to me 6 items, one for me and one for my mommy, cause he said i cant alone. Tri Puspita, my friend also accompanied to bought that until then the struck i bring to the one of radio. So the guard gave me two vouchers. But still have to bring the vouchers again to exchange with the tickets. Yeah, i wait until the time i went to that radio again and gave the vouchers and the guard gave me two tickets and and also two bracelets from plastic. the one is pink and the one is blue. I will gave my mother the blue.
In House i saved the tickets and bracelets in my wallet. Trust and promise the tickets and braceletcs will not gone until 160711.


Finally at 160711 i met him. I weared clothes the picture is him. In Lapangan D Senayan me and my mommy have to change the plastic bracelets with paper bracelets, so we do that. I waiting very long time until the night. The time he in screen i screamed cause i know few minutes again he will showed. And the first song is played i screamed again. Oh my GOD, this is like a dreamed he went to the stage from back stage and start to sang. he more handsome then i saw in the photos. I tried to touched his hands, and screamed his name. even though finally i cant. Finally he saw me with his hazel eyes he smiled, I cant believe it. He talked not too much when he stopped singing for awhile. He said "i really happy to came to indonesia." my heart said: "yes good, i wish you come to here again." I followed he singing. So when he stopped singing he drank so singing again,he was very sweaty. I'm actually amazed by the his incredible spirit. I cried at that time, thankful that he did not saw. Why i cried? Cause im realized i really fall in love with him. And then he singing the song he wrote to her girlfriend in future with piano. She would be me? Yes i hope that. I photographed him to i saved that images, to showed him next time i watched you concert in my country. And when he finished singing his last song. He talked many gift from his others fans, he weared blankon, and said "byeeee." actually I'm cant to let him go. But i also gratefull to met him, Thanks GOD you gave me chance, GOD please give chance again i will do the best, i will different and not embarassed.
And then, i went to Home, in home i cried, i cant believe it who people i saw in the stage, i have to believe that is him.

Since that day i often mention him in my twitter, but keep trying to not disturb him. I saw him in my favorite magazine again, he wrote the song from heart and said many briliant sentence and maked me spirit to achieve my dream.
Also from other magazine i saw him still he's still looking for the right woman. I realized when i want with him, i have to be a special girl. Cause i know around the world millions girl wanna with him, so he will choose the best girl. I read and saw his photos he helped lepers. He is helpfull. i have to be a helpfull person. I also made him a role model. and what can I show him later if I'm just ordinary?



I imagine, someday he invite me to a good place, maybe not really beautiful. But he will show me his very handsome face so i dont care that place beautiful or not. He playing guitar and asked me to also singing with him, he let me crying to show how much i happy. And he stopped playing the guitar, and then hold my hands say serious "i hope you will be with me forever, i love you so much." so he give me a hug. He asked me to playing the piano too, my favorite music, we maked love song together and dancing until we tired, we laughing together and happy forever.

Once, i chat with my friend in messenger talked about him, she also his fans. Finally she and me dont want be selfish fans to him. I want to him is happy. But im sure im not wrong to choose the idol. So he will accept me in his life, even though he who will decide, i will be his partner or best friend forever :)

So, who's guy that i mean or that i love? dont know ya? Just pray please so i can closer with him. Thanks.





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